Grampa

It's been 1.5 years since Grampa passed, two this October. Due to unfavorable circumstances, I was denied my opportunity to say Good-bye. I love my Grampa dearly. Many times, I recall, even into my adulthood, I would climb onto my Grampa's lap, he would put his arm around me and kiss me. Again, due to circumstances, I was nearly denied attending my Grampa's funeral and memorial. I miss him dearly and for whatever reason, today, Grampa is prominent in my mind.

So many things I would say to him, should I have been given the chance. First and foremost, sorry Grampa for taking you for granted, for not attending and pouring into your life as I wish I did. and thank you, thank you for loving me, and last but not least "I love you Grampa, more than you know and even realize! So much so I wish I could go back and undo things. I wish I could sit and your lap and hear your stories. I wish for one more time that I could on your lap with your arms around me. I just wish for more......