Wednesday, April 28, 2010

dreams

Hmm...not even quite sure where to start this blog. I kept myself from dreaming for a long, long time. Sure I had things I wanted but this seemed to be so remote so far away so dream-like....thus the title dreams I suppose......so that is where they stayed....far in the sky away from me...for they would never come true.....

The root of that is quite easy to discern....it's a matter of not believing that i am good enough to have those dreams come true.....

And in walks Mr. Life Coach. I have spoken of him. And Mr. Life Coach has decided to steadfastly prove me wrong. And Mr. Life Coach has steadfastly decided that I am worth good and beautiful dreams and gosh darn it if he wasn't going to make me believe it......

And........he did........

For a time........

For a time I did believe it.............

But then no movement happened......

But I hoped and hoped.......

Til hope died.....

Which leaves me back where I started....

Not believing in dreams for surely they disappoint.....

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