things that make you go hmm

Today seemed to be a night of experiencing a bit of grief. I was out with my church and we are blessed enough to be on grounds taht allow us to have campfires the odd time. So tonight we sat around the campfire and worshipped for two hours. The worship was good for my soul. The kids were with me and they bounded around the campfire, putting sticks in and stirring the fire. And then as my son and daughter bounced away, I was filled with such grief watching them, knowing everything that I have denied them from my choice to split. talk about a smack in the face for this mom. They may never know campfires and hunting for marshmallow sticks and hunting out wood for the campfire, and tenting it in the rain. Stupid thing is? when I was married we had all that. and i lost it

Always, Forever

Ch
Always and forever
My heart beats just for you
Always and forever
I am in love with you

V1
I woke this morning all alone
For you were not with me
but over morning coffee
I made this discovery

V2
It matters not just what you do
Or what you say to me
For you have taken my whole heart
In your love I’m free

CH

Although our time may cease to love
My heart will remain true
No matter where our paths may go
My love you’ll never lose

V3
Our future sits in silent mute
For nothings guaranteed
Except that i will love you
And that will set you free

Br
Always
You
Forever
Me
Baby baby
Can’t you see

2, 3, 4

Two, three, four

I sat down to write this letter
To say what’s in my heart
I put the pen to paper
But had no where to start
so

CH.
Breathe 2, 3, 4
Sigh, 2, 3, 4
Breathe 2, 3, 4
And cry

The times we sit together
You put your hand in mine
Time stands still, just you and me
Life becomes defined
And

CH.

But this is just our fairytale
Its never guaranteed
I live for just this moment
And hold you close to me
Go

The night robs us of our love
And you’re no longer mine
Ill hate and hurt and love and cry
But i have you for this time
Remember

CH.

Br.
But Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
Que sera sera
so breathe
Still

CH.