My heartsong

I was chatting with my life coach today. We were discussing some things that I am going through and as we did so, he came upon an epiphany. I am going to stop right here and quote him for his words do it justice where mine will fail

"it is a heart that has been broken in so many pieces but they come together to form a heart so full of elegance and beauty, and a passion that beats with such vigour that you can not help but hear it's beat...( the main problem is no-one has been listening to its beautiful song........

"Part of me feels a part of you I think.... like you gave me your heart and told me to hold it with care which i have done but then something happened I started to see and understand the beautiful of this precious thing in my hands.. I began to understand the music that was coming from the core of it......"

ME--> care to share this song cuz I dont know it

 "It is one of longing....longing mostly to be understood... longing to be loved just for you... longing to share your joys with someone that would treasure each part of it, longing to see that it has much to give but it needs gentle care as it has been hurt"


After this the conversation move on. But I think that it is pretty bang on. My heartsong is one of longing. And more longing than we identified in the above converstaion. I have a longing to see hearts changed, freedom won and lives restored. And that is what I want for my clients each time we meet.

So yes my heart song is one of longing...some longinig on my behalf.....which entails someone to curl up with, to share my wins and losses with, someone to share my joys and my trials my trials and my successes with. Much like my life coach identified, my heart is full of longing. That longing doesn't stop at my own wishes and desires though. My heart sings a song of longing for my own personal desires but it sings a song of longing for others as well. For the healing of others.

So it appears my heartsong is one of longing. And apart from when my own longings hurt, I don't mind that that is my heartsong.

So in true form instead of asking why because why is an inVALid question that makes you an INvalid, I  will now ask "so what does this mean and what must I do with this heartsong of mine.....?"

Do you have a heartsong? Something that your hearts beats for?