today I sit. This might be the first Saturday evening in a long time whenI have not had the pressure of homework that must be done, hanging over me. And so i reflect, it has been a busy week finished up by a busy day. and so I reflect. last September I entered the MA with such high hopes and no concept ofthe cost. The past 10 months have seen many many things occurr in my life. Some of you know some of which I speak but there is always that small part which few know. But this past year has challenged me in ways that I would not and could not and did not see. I wonder I how i did. I am alive and kickng so thats likely a good thing, but I still wonder if I made it through with the grace and courage i would have liked to. I reflect back and see ways or areas that I would have liked to do better.........

I hope that amidst it all, it can be said that I grew, after all isnt that what its about? Growing, challenging those around us to do the same, calling out the treasure that resides in each of us and bringing it forth?

I think I need to take more pictures, I spent some time with my daughter on Friday and thats what we did and I found it to be something along the lines of indescribable. she took some and i took a bunch more, she ahs a good eye that one. I would love to put them onto my computer but no desire to do that right now.

and so I sit, mulling, pondering and unable to readily discern whats going on for me...

sorry for the ramble but something is underneath it all i just cant figure out what......